it might be funny, but it's a 3rd note today... but probably i just don't have much to do?! so, i'll tell you about my Love life...
So there was a girl and she held my heart for several years, till i got to america, and there fortunately i saw another girl who broke my heart so badly... I loved her and she wasn't ready for me, well, you can't force someone to love you... this is what i thought, and after some sad events that made me to lose my friend i gave up on her... But the saddest part of the story: she loved me after that like hell, and i loved her too, but we were too pathetic to avoid each other and if together stay quiet staring at each others eyes... like had some chemistry there, so hardcore... and then i made my move... i got her flowers, they were beautiful, and i can still remember her smile, when i gave them to her in front of everyone... she didn't know what to say, and just smiled... smiled a lot, with her special beautiful smile... but something happened to us... i don't know what, maybe someone else got inbetween and this was the end of this story... pretty sad, huh?
So i came here, and saw this girl in the store... she was beautiful, and i know her now... and i'm trying to keep my feelings deep inside, as i'm going to leave to the US soon. and it would hurt us both... I don't know what to do... I was dreaming about her... and we had great time in my dream... I must be falling in love, but i'm afraid to...
what should i do? and i wonder if she likes me...
<3 KO