Well, hello, Diary!
This day started as any other, slowly and harmlessly... Yesterday night my net was down, so i couldn't write anything that was in my mind here... I've tried to call my psychologist, but she wasn't at home, so the call failed... I went out in the dark moonless night (i didn't see the moon) and started to run around to forget everything that i was thinking about... my little brother came out to shoot a few snowballs in me, it was pretty cool, until he stepped on my toe... it hurt, so i took my dog and went to the river, the place i once got all dirty at... and was standing there for a while, the water started to break the ice cover over it... and the sound appeared in the silent night... sound of cracking eyes... it was dark, but yet, all i could see was magnificent... I went away... got home and was going to take a shower in the pool building, but the water was freezing, so i went home, took a shower, and tried to cure my toe... then went to bed... with sad thoughts... i don't usually pray to god, but this time i thought, that i might try, who knows?! i fell asleep, and slept without dreams... and woke up today... and now i'm sitting with my little sister... love her, we listen to music, emo, i know... but yeah... she doesn't understand... I have thought from yesterday, but not so much today... It's all about the poison of love i used to take so often, maybe i shall try to find a cure from it... maybe not? well, i've been filling out the applications to colleges and yeah it took my mind off the stuff for a while...
<3 KO