I'm trying hard, because i know...
that this will hurt...
you more than me...
these are 3 lines that represent all message... it's just this simple... they love each other, they break each others heart and walk away leaving a piece in each others soul... pathetic you might say... but it's not, not at all actually... because these is what makes us - humans... Animals can love, i hope they can... but for them it's mostly finding a good mate to produce a fertile offspring... yeah, i am good in Bio... anyways... about me, i was in love already several times, and now i try to resist it, maybe it's wrong, but i don't want my heart to be broken again... i know that by doing this... i might miss a lot, i think i'm missing a lot already... i want to meet someone with whom i'll fall in love, and there would be love back... not just sex... or some other kind of material pleasures... i want there to be something that would lift us both off the ground... so we can lay down on the clouds, holding our hands... and just smiling...
But i know that when i leave, it will hurt you more than me, not really, it'll hurt us equally, really bad... so tell me: what the fuck am i supposed to do, how can i love? how can i live? if there is always a time when we leave each other for many days? just don't get it once in a while...
done.