First we meet each other, first our breath gets taken away and all tunes disappear from the sight. Or you just meet each other weather with attraction or not. Then you wait, at least for some time, i don't know why, maybe for your relationship to grow stronger... next you get together...
In this case, I met her one year and 6 months ago. She was on stage presenting the ASB team of my school. It was like something hit me on my head: i could look just on her, and i was so tuned out... my friend was talking to me something and after a few minutes i was like: what? She was a student in my school, and i was sort of obsessed with her... She used t like another guy... this year she liked me. I made my first step: brought her flowers, than second step: said "I love you" to her, and it seemed that she was all excited about it at first, but then she sends me a message: I'm not quite sure what you meant... or i could interpret it in a wrong way. my away message was: How Romantic? ask me anything you didn't understand.... Hers was: did i break your heart? Too bad! It is too good to be happening to me...
What a mess?! Why do we think that when something good is close we don't deserve it... and we have to push it away? it's not right, it's not how it is supposed to be... I'll fight this time for this relationship... but if i lose i won't waste a ton of time on being depressed, I'll just be myself...
and I love my mom, i really care about her, and i want everything to be good for her///