So, today it was all about me in the morning, then remembered my mom, i miss her, felt emo for a few seconds, and then was like: it's just 4 more months... winter formal is comming - it's the biggest dance in a year. gonna be awesome... i hope... it's gonna be in the car museum... and i want to ask Bree to go with me... I need to do it in a cheesy way. and i have a few ideas... at this point i'm pretty sure she likes me, because i saw the away message that said: at least once in my life it'll go as i want. she said then: we'll see... i said we'll see, when i knew she wasn't ready to answer to my feelings. i think now she's ready... i think of her too much... head over heels... i'm going to concentrate on studying today... hope to get everything done...
Lately i was wondering, why is that so for us that we need the begining and the end... lke ants they don't care... they just live their minute life and die, but the world doesn't stop. our life should be like that, do whatever you can in given time... and enjoy it... they seek for the key of existence, for the begining, but what if there wasn't a begining? what if it was just like that. The galaxy is old, or maybe young, or maybe it's hard to say, because how can we know when it started?! or how it started. Just live for the moment carpe diem! and everything should seem less important, because our lives are the moments.
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