So, Dear diary, I'm sorry, i was unable to get online more often... sarcastic? hehe, it's more ironic... so there is this girl, her name is Bree... and i like her a lot, like a lot... i know i can live without her, and i don't need her to live my life, but i really wish we were together... today she wrote: it's funny, when a girl writes her whole profile about one boy and he doesn't even see it, even though he reads it every day... there are 3 guys who get on her profile very often, and one of them is me... and on the otther day, when i got back to school she hugged me and said: I missed you a lot - and it's hard to get what she ment... my other friend with whom i hang out most of the time, she is the girl, was walking with me once, and Bree saw us together (many people think we are dating) and said the next day, that Bree was looking at her like she wanted to kill her, and she could tell that she likes me... why does she has to complicate everything so much... I don't know who to believe, i can't believe my heart, because it might want to be broken again... and i don't want it... i have so many questions... and thoughts and i throw them away, tear them apart, just to feel how i want to care, but i dare not to. From all the girls i've ever liked i'll miss Bree the most, if life seapates us...
I walk on a street and wonder, if it is like it is supposed to be... well, since i got here i got a lot done... i even oppened a new account, and now i think it's the time to get together with this girl... or maybe not, i confused and i keep smiling...
how romantic this has become
Typicall teenage drama...
how should i appologize for being human?
-Dating Delilah