thought today, it's time to change a little bit, so i went to change my hair color... i dunno, i think it looks sharp, people say it's prettier, but i still look cute... i like being a cutie though... gah... what importance we give to looks, all this stores, malls, we walk around, just for the evening and we dress up... we don't have a guarantee but we want to look pretty just in face, and sometimes taking different clothers, we become different people, we lose this part of our I... our noun ending... -ness... where is our nessness? i wonder... i saw guys treating girls like a trouphy, like shit today, and girls are okay with that, do they want to be known as sluts and bitches, i don't think so, but i think that they just don't see the way, the way to exist just as a person, that is free to do whatever she wants... I've been smiling today, and it's really good...
yesterday - went out with Stanley, Lazarus and Kerry to the hookah bar, great time, until we took Kerry home, where her host parents locked the door, i don't know what's going to happen to her... but i hope nothing serious... we talked about stuff, normal stuff, about stuff we were concerned about... seemes like 4 strangers sharing hidden thoughts, oppinions and desires... blowing the white smoke from the edge of our lips.
picture: this is new look!
<3 KO