do you believe in giving people many millions of chances... i would say yes, if you really love them, i would really say yes, if i really would love someone... right now i'm confused, no i'm not, i'm just empty, i write lyrics... i write songs, i write music, I create novels, the novels never read again by me... i write poems that would bleed everytime i read them... but what the hell? why am i worried about life and it's meaning, when there is no life left, there is nothing left, just emptiness... and i'm not avoiding Alexandra.







alex: yes you are and it breaking my heart....everything u said turn out to be a big lie. i don't want to go all bitchy on u but damn u get me pissed off when you go into your empty/emop moods...you push eveeyone u care about away...as much as u hate to admit it I TIHNK YOU WANT TO END UP ALONE SO EVERYONE CAN PITY U!!!!!!!!!



Dear readers, do you agree with it?





Alex: yes they should...because it is true.. i'd say you were a jerk except you are so plite and nice!



thank you Alex...





alex: great i end up looking like the bitvchy pocessive lil sis again..which is true but it is only because i care about ou and i don't want to continue to screw up ur luife just like you don't want me to screw mine up....friends till the end? or does that just go for bree?



Me and Bree actually have a bad period now, and i get emo because of it, but more it's like: i need to fill up emptiness and i don't want to use you to do it!





alex: and i don't want you to! every time you got hru ur periods which is more of every sngle day then not, kathy and i have to watch you suffer..we ask what is wrong anfd then u make me look like the enemy and then u shut urself away from everyone who cares about you ♥





just post tthis damn thing you don't always hsave to have the last word! be a man about it!