today girl said: take off your hood, Ko! You're not emo... and it made me mad, not because of the fact that she said the first sentence, i'm agree with it completely, but because of other one: why did she assume i wear my hood because i'm emo, okay, i look emo, a bit, but i'm not, and i don't try to be... does it mean I'm a fake, not really... after this i started to think of who i really am... am i a peron to be used by others, or am i the king of the world, am I a robot, or a dinosawr, am i love, or even am i hate... and i couldn't find the answer, just maybe i'm a human, and all that makes me different from that girl is the fact that i used to love her... bullshit, just an excuse of my role confusion...
I've decided something, i'm gonna smile more, and speak louder, and live for the moment enjoy it every ingle time, cuz if i die tomorrow, and i always worried about what if, i cannot really say that i lived... i wouldn't be able to say anything anyways... heh... just don't know who am i? and what i'm for in this world... gah?!
<3 KO
It's our time to shine,
and every day i just get stronger...