today i woke up at 8 o'clock in the morning, and felt positive... it doesn't happen to me very often... I called my friend yesterday night, and we talked about our glorified plans for future... exciting huh? sorry guys, i'm still am a ROCKSTAR, but i'm also KONSTANTIN SKY, a person you know better... ROCKSTAR is just my job, and KONSTANTIN is my name, this is who i am, i don't belong to anything, and i don't belong to anyone, I'm free to do whatever i want to... right... and i'm still your friend... music will never change me, only i can do it...



I talked about it because few days ago i was talking abou changes, and my friend Thiago, thinks that music changed me... but i'm afraid it's not music, maybe the fact that i came to the US, no it's not it... my psychologist, no... I've changed because i wanted to, so it was my choice... and i try to live in a harmony with my soul... so when i feel emo, probably i'm really hurt... when i feel hyper i must be excited about something... I like living for the moment... but i barely do...



Bt i smile more now, and talk more, and play the bass early in the morning, just to enjoy it, not to complete the course faster, but just to enjoy the sound... i ask my self questions, and i get answers... I'm not a liar, trust me, it's just who i am who doesn't want to play the games that are not fair... like if i promise something i'm not gonna do, and i want to do it, i will break this promise, but if i promised that i will do something for the person, i'll certainly do it... so please if you want me to promise you not to do something, you promise me the same thing first... so it will be fair...



I love my friends, they are awesome... they live their lives, and i'm happy that i'm a part of their lives, and they have a part in my life. i believe in the power of the mind, i really do, i saw how it works... and i believe, that my time comes, i can feel it trembeling near my ear, i can touch it almost, my hands get heavy and full of energy of creation... my eyes are opened wide, and ready to face life, not to fight it, but to accept it the way it is... i hope someone will join me in this free of gravitation jump. but for now we will just sing if we are going under, and sing if something is not enough... i will sing without a reason, and when i fall i will feel better, i will smile, cuz after you fall you can't change anything, and it looks funny... so... yeah... got so excited....

CARPE DIEM - LIVE FOR THE MOMENT

AND GLORIFY THE WORLD WITH ME

DON'T LOOK FOR SOMETHING YOU CANT FIND,

JUST TURN AROUND AND YOU WILL FIND SOMETHING ELSE,

AND IT MIGHT BE EVEN BETTER THAN SOMETHING YOU WERE LOOKING FOR...