today was weird: woke up and couldn't go to the bathroom, cuz my roomate went to the bathroom and clumped it with his shit... ahahahah... when everything was fixed i took a shower and Lazar came over... we went to get a corsage for their girls... it was beautiful... then we went to the haircut place and Lazar had a haircut first.... i was still wandering weather i should go to the dance, cuz i thought it will be boring... but Rod said: you never know if you don't try... i thought about it, but still couldn't decide... what happened next was interesting... he said: should i shave my head? Would it look good... i said: you never know if you don't try... he shaved his hair and he liked it... then i was totally confused, and i've decided that i'm gonna go, 5 minutes before the time... we had dinner in a nice restaurant... sushi - and rolls... ummm... and went to the dance... where music didn't annoy me, but was pleasing. cuz i actually noticed that i like different kinds of music... but people were like robots with phony smiles... they were doing same move over and over, over and over - for 3 hours... i thought it was terrible... my girl was trying to make me jeleous, she was smiling though when i was getting mad... lol... and i smiled, said to myself: well if everything is good for her, everything will turn out good for me too... I understood that club idea is really adorable... i'd like to open one... i'd like to have one... and yes there is also something: i learned how to make my hands warm with the power of mind... it's adorable... life goes on, and i lived the moment today and all last week, i'm proud of myself... i almost didn't get in depression, just this moments of weird sadness, that i lived to the fullest too... todays quote: you never know if you don't try...

<3 KO