i've hoped a lot, and trusted people a lot, one would say: you shouldn't trust people with anything, especially with your heart, well i do... I gave my heart to that girl and i think even if she decides to break it down, a lot of things will happen... we cannot stop this evens... we cannot see them, so why don't you just live the day like if it was the last day? i believed my dad, but now he complicates everything... i don't know why... i don't care, i just let it go... so does my brother, who tries to make life a bit more exciting by adding drama, just as my friend... Alexandra... i mean: do you really need it guys? i don't... so please try to avoid me when you want to act out a play... i'll watch it, i'll give you advise, but i don't want to be an actor in this play... cuz i'm tired of games, lies, masks pretending, i'm okay with who i am, maybe you'll say i'm crazy, but i do something i really want to do in the moment, and i really enjoy life, unlike most of people...
Today is my moms birthday, i'm so happy for her, cuz i love her with all my heart, maybe i was unwanted child at first, but it changed, i feel how she loves me, maybe i was a mistake, but i don't care about it, because she really cares about me... Thank you mom, for always being there for me, for understanding, for warmth of your heart... for support and acceptence... You're the mom many people wish to have, but never do... I love you A LOT! and i miss you... I hope you're in a good health and mood... cuz i like it when you're...
<3 KO
PS: I love Bryana Elyss Haus