Yes, i did it again, but i didn't get high, not at all, because i was faking smoking it, i don't like being pot high sometimes, that was one of those days. and then i went too hookah, it's amazing what it can do after a few sleepless nights in the row. every time i closed my eyes, just to blink, i would be seeing a dream... i got relaxed and very talkative, some took the video of it and i guess it was freaking funny. yesterday i ent to hookah bar again and then to a strip club, new experience i did not like, it feels like a bunch of losers who can't have a girl go there and watch beautiful naked body moving in the dance. i though that i'm pretty much more than that. because i can get a girl, i know it, i just don't know why i'm not doing it, i guess i actually do know, it's because i just quited loving someone, still attracted, but indeed it is still very different. the other reason i don't like strip clubs for is that the women who work there are kinda old for me, i prefer innocent young blood, the people who actually live life, and don't give up their body to the eyes of hundreds of hungry men. i prefer when the girl is just with me, i accept their friends, but other guys looking when she takes her clothes off is not for me. i don't know why, but hookah bar idea is a pretty cool one. we don't have a very nice hookah bar in Kazakhstan, but i want to open one, because i think it's going to be an amazing place!
right? lol
<3 KO