I have to face it, have to face it today, or maybe tomorrow. I'm not scared no, just disguasted by the thought that my parents are going to scream at me because of one mistake i made. I mean: how many mistakes they made, and their parents yelled at them, so they should know that it doesn't change much, why do they do it still?! i just can't understand... but whatever... i think they will get that there is no point in screaming, i hope they will... cuz yeah, it really sux for me... fuck... they should get that the person who feels bad is me, and the person yelled on is going to feel just worse. just worse.
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