maybe it really was hey ya, maybe it was something else, i don't really care, they try.. this strangers try to talk to me about stuff - different stuff.. but... i can't... i want to talk to someone else, and tell her all my feelings. i'm not sure if there is much to say, but i might just give it a try... cuz there is always a chance, even a small one that she might like me back... and i think that this chance is pretty cool to have... there are words there are letters and games that we play, but who knows what's going to happen, i do not know... and i'm afraid: i don't even want to know. Movies, and farie tales - sometimes i wish my life was something alike, but i'm not sure that it will be anything like that. i dunno, maybe.. i loook for something, i really do, but does it matter, does it make as much sense in it. I do not know... i forgot what i'm looking for, so i'm in search for something that actually is nothing. yeah, and it keeps going around... anyways words make people stronger and weaker, they hurt me too, you know. but i become more and more narcisstic, and i do not know if it is good or not, i just get confused to be honest...
i need hookah and i need tea, with friends. maybe i want too much - but who knows?!
<3 KO