I woke up today and felt better, not much, but a bit... so let me tell you what was happening yesterday, my day wasn't really good from the morning when i woke up. Yeah... and then when i got back home, i went online and some of people i know from the US were talking to me, hmmm, and they hurt me even more, cuz they ask me how am i doing, and i say: not good... and then they ask why... i tell them, and i feel lonely again, they just say: i dunno what to say, you can deal with it yourself, fuck... yeah... i can... but sometimes i need someone to be here for me, just once in a while... i mean seriously...and then they say: hey, can you help me with my drama?! and i was like what the fuck... do they really care about me even a little... that was another time i got through my shit alone... again as usual... not completely alone to be honest, cigs helped a lot... thanx to them...
<3 KO