I'm sick... and yesterday was a crisis day... I was cold and there was no one to warm me up... chicken soup you say? yeah right, like if anyone would care anough... well, my mom was busy, and i don't blame anyone, she got me medications and warm tea that i absolutely love. I'm loosing weight and becoming skinny, like in thos movies about people who don't have food in the house and smoke a lot, though we always have food in the house... but yes i smoke a lot lately... I couldn't go out to the city... 39*C... but i got through, two warm blankets... those were so hot that i couldn't stand them, though one is not enough... wow, i found a way - put my ass outside of the blanket so that the cold air don't let me become too warmed up... went places today though and finally washed my head, what a great pleasure. I should be up on my feet really soon.
But night was weird i didn't see many dreams, but i had illusions and hallucinations, just like if i had just got stoned... first some appartment and me in the middle, friend came over and she was with me all night, then black cloths and stuff like that.
and yes the song:
little rude and stylish
kissable and quiet,
That's all that girls dreams are made of,
that's all you need to know
You have it or you don't...
=D
<3 KO