about one LIFETIME theory

[DarkRomance]

What is lifetime? why do we come here? i bought a book with one of the theories.... and i would like to tell about this theory... Well, it's quite simple: Life is a Game... and we come to the world to help each other get rid of the sins we made in other lifes... just a new theory, so don't judge... It also states that we idealize a lot of things... which causes all of out problems... and the problems are the words of life on how shouldn't we idolize something... They say that kids come to distroy each others idealizations and people meet to do the same thing... we can dream, we ca fight for what we want, but we shouldn't think that we won't survive without it...

maybe a bullshit... maybe not... just another line between all those written...

If this is true... than i understood a lot... like all my Idealistic ideas... and my parents... their divorce... and living with my step-dad... better than nothing, i guess, but there is my life too...



My mom was talking about me and my brother to one of her friends, and it wasn't a good idea, she didn't know i can hear... and i got a bit sad, but now i'm okay, i guess...



Other thing: i said no to the guitar... because i think that my parents won't ever say any good about the idea... and i won't be inspired because my family wold never appreciate what i do...



I saw so many people today... and i saw them smiling, but having their own issues... but they smile... one of my friends once quoted someone: They smile largest when it hurts them most... is it true... some of us do... but others just show their emotions... and think it's all okay...



About the fridges: my mom said: why is it so important for you to have someone... and i said: to feel that i'm alive and breathing i guess, like to feel that i'm still a human, but not the fridge, but no, even our fridge has a mate: i pointed on a white one... lol

@музыка: Simple Plan - Me against the world...

@настроение: going to psychologist tomorrow, so thinking...

Comments

[Химсул]

не грусти всё наладится

а родители часто не оценивают того чем мы занимаемся, для нас это может иметь большое значение, а им казаться ерундой

[Chessster]

If this theory is true, I understand a lot too.I think our life is a Game. Where everyone plays his role. But sometimes there are people, who can play many roles, and they change them when they want and usually don't think about other people's feelings. I's not fair, but it exists. And about living for getting rid of the sins we made in other lifes...well...then I guess what have I done in my previous life, so that I must suffer so much?!..

[DarkRomance]

Химсул life is good... maybe? heh... Thanx...

there was a song, about a kid who has commited a suicide, when his father didn't understand him... he wrote: "If no one will listen than no one will miss me when i'm gone... I'll live my life on my own..."

priorities, we all have different priorities... but thanx... =D

[DarkRomance]

~Blue Orchid~ if you think there is always a person who suffers more than you... it is important to us what we suffer, so we think that it's a lot... everyone does... but i thought lately if it is necessary for us to suffer... and i think it's sometimes the choice we make uncounsciously... I used to think why do i have to suffer so much... but than, i finally understood that someone suffers more (my travels)... and they still smile... even kids, who has done nothing as it seems to have a mortal disease, they live all they have to the fullest... and they smile... smile... and smile...

makes us smile for them, and then cry... outside (in a hallway) saying that life is unfair to them...