<3 Ko
today is the day,
the worst day of my life...
lines from one of my favorite songs, actually have nothing to do with me, especially today, yes - yesterday was sad, but today is okay... lol... i woke up in a bad mood today, and taked to my mom for a bit, and once in a while she told me some stuff, and i thought of myself, and i wanted to cry... tears appeared on my eyes, but i didn't want to cry, so i hid my tears wherever i happened to look at... opposite direction... i went online and randomly got on AIM to talk to my american friends: and Bree made me smile, i don't feel so lonely now... why does this girl play with me like that... i know she doesn't... but something tells me that she would never play with my feelings... because we are unique to each other, and would never do this... we are to similar apart from gender... lol... i read some jokes and yes i had a dream.... i died there... or was about to, and she saved me, romantic... felt emo... i felt useless for a while, and found 10000000 reasons why... and called my psychologist: she said call me later so we can talk about the time and day (when i'll come)... i have a problem, i agree, and i'm not afraid to confess it... and i just need to find answers... that is the reason why i got to the psychologist... i man, everyone has his own answers, but when i come there, i think of myself in a different way, and somehow find the answers... answers how we all need them sometimes...
<3 KO
the worst day of my life...
lines from one of my favorite songs, actually have nothing to do with me, especially today, yes - yesterday was sad, but today is okay... lol... i woke up in a bad mood today, and taked to my mom for a bit, and once in a while she told me some stuff, and i thought of myself, and i wanted to cry... tears appeared on my eyes, but i didn't want to cry, so i hid my tears wherever i happened to look at... opposite direction... i went online and randomly got on AIM to talk to my american friends: and Bree made me smile, i don't feel so lonely now... why does this girl play with me like that... i know she doesn't... but something tells me that she would never play with my feelings... because we are unique to each other, and would never do this... we are to similar apart from gender... lol... i read some jokes and yes i had a dream.... i died there... or was about to, and she saved me, romantic... felt emo... i felt useless for a while, and found 10000000 reasons why... and called my psychologist: she said call me later so we can talk about the time and day (when i'll come)... i have a problem, i agree, and i'm not afraid to confess it... and i just need to find answers... that is the reason why i got to the psychologist... i man, everyone has his own answers, but when i come there, i think of myself in a different way, and somehow find the answers... answers how we all need them sometimes...
<3 KO