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They say they want to be in the middle, i don't... because i live there and it's hard... they say it brings balance, they are wrong... the balance comes on it's own... I can be depressed. i can be happy... it's all me... I'll do my best now to live my life on my own... because actually no one really cares... lie... there are few people who do... and that's nice...
What should i feel like? what should i do? when you like stuck here in the middle, you don't belong to anywhere but your own imaginary world, and once in a while your dog becomes your best friend... sweet i know... seems so... maybe they say i do nothing if i seek for the meaning of life... but you can think of it and do something else at the same time... Why don't people think of it like that? and you have time when you sleep, where you see it all...
But should you think of it, if there isn't one? And how can you know... we all live, most of us get hurt in a process... and we keep on living... it's normal... we act all suicidal once in a while to get attention... not even thinking of it... once in a while...
all i can really say: i regret that i've created this diary... it makes me think about fucked up stuff too much...
Books we read teach us, but do we need to be taught something else, something that someone else wants to believe? i like books... i love them, but taking them so close to my heart... never... some books reflect me, that's why i like them more... but they shouldn't change who i am... because I am is all i have all the time... no one can take it from me...
they say: never say never... i know it's not a good word to use... but there are moments when you have to say them: I've never ride a crocodile? i'm not sure if i ever do...
life is cruel, but we tend to adapt to it...
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What should i feel like? what should i do? when you like stuck here in the middle, you don't belong to anywhere but your own imaginary world, and once in a while your dog becomes your best friend... sweet i know... seems so... maybe they say i do nothing if i seek for the meaning of life... but you can think of it and do something else at the same time... Why don't people think of it like that? and you have time when you sleep, where you see it all...
But should you think of it, if there isn't one? And how can you know... we all live, most of us get hurt in a process... and we keep on living... it's normal... we act all suicidal once in a while to get attention... not even thinking of it... once in a while...
all i can really say: i regret that i've created this diary... it makes me think about fucked up stuff too much...
Books we read teach us, but do we need to be taught something else, something that someone else wants to believe? i like books... i love them, but taking them so close to my heart... never... some books reflect me, that's why i like them more... but they shouldn't change who i am... because I am is all i have all the time... no one can take it from me...
they say: never say never... i know it's not a good word to use... but there are moments when you have to say them: I've never ride a crocodile? i'm not sure if i ever do...
life is cruel, but we tend to adapt to it...
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23.12.2006 в 06:58maybe love is just a hope, so it's better to forget everything they have told, and live for the moment now...
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23.12.2006 в 11:48-
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23.12.2006 в 12:50<3 KO
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23.12.2006 в 19:33