<3 Ko
yes, today i went to the doctor... and he said: I can cut it out... cuz it's just this bad... so he cut my toe with his knife and other stuff... i had some painkiller, but it didn't get rid of all the pain i had... however now it's gonna be better, i hope so... so i also went to other doctor, and she said that i'm okay, even though she suggested me to take some kind of medications... tomorrow, my parents are going to our friends Bday... to eat some chinese food, and kids are going to be sent away to gramas... so i'll stay here alone, or go somewhere, if someone would like to go with me... sadly... my toe hurts so we can go to some cafe only...
in a mintime, i should finish my fucking homework... yeah, the doctor asked if i have a girlfriend in the US, and i said no... she asked: why? and i had a reason why... but she was like: you don't like girls in the US...
And i said the truth: Yes, i do, but just some of them... I meant Bree... yes, i miss her, and i do love her, but i've decided to let her go from my heart... there are always emotions that keep it wam, maybe later we shall become a good couple, but now, when we just hurt each other, it's not a good idea...
Moving on is the best way to be for now... everywhere... everytime... i'm afraid to lose this life, because i haven't taste so much in it... I love random stuff, and it's the best thing you can ask me about... like:
I think that GREEN roses are so pretty...
my mom saved me few times, and Bree saved me too... My mom from death... Bree from suicide... twice... and now i wonder: why do people have to save me, can't i survive on my own? is it so hard for me, just to live without getting into any trouble? heh...
i don't know what else to say? move on with me, and maybe we shall get what we want at last?!
<3 KO
PS: mom said that she would rather hear that i'm an actor or a model, than a rockstar...
in a mintime, i should finish my fucking homework... yeah, the doctor asked if i have a girlfriend in the US, and i said no... she asked: why? and i had a reason why... but she was like: you don't like girls in the US...
And i said the truth: Yes, i do, but just some of them... I meant Bree... yes, i miss her, and i do love her, but i've decided to let her go from my heart... there are always emotions that keep it wam, maybe later we shall become a good couple, but now, when we just hurt each other, it's not a good idea...
Moving on is the best way to be for now... everywhere... everytime... i'm afraid to lose this life, because i haven't taste so much in it... I love random stuff, and it's the best thing you can ask me about... like:
I think that GREEN roses are so pretty...
my mom saved me few times, and Bree saved me too... My mom from death... Bree from suicide... twice... and now i wonder: why do people have to save me, can't i survive on my own? is it so hard for me, just to live without getting into any trouble? heh...
i don't know what else to say? move on with me, and maybe we shall get what we want at last?!
<3 KO
PS: mom said that she would rather hear that i'm an actor or a model, than a rockstar...