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Today i was talking to some people... and i told them how i see others... probably i was right to say that... i get hurt easily and so deep... i suddenly realized that i don't have much in this life... and i can't live for the moment... i wonder if there is a person who can live like that... we always look infront, plan, but in litersture write: carpe diem... which means seaze the day... i think it's so fake... If i feel like dying i might wanna sing... remember this... =D...
I think that sometimes we look for mistakes that we made, even though we don't want to... we look for someting odd, when it gets too romantic... and most of us forget the feeling... emotion... our positive attitude about something... like she said that it was too good to believe in... i saw people being really caring about some stupid stuff... i saw their faces... they were worried, but what does their mind say? i think something like: stop thinking aout it, it doesn't matter...
i want to try something, i wrote so much today, and some poems were really good, but i want to experiment on myself, and see, if i can do better then... wish me luck...
Still, i thought about changes and hidden desires again, after i read one of the diaries... i think we have other mind that would always try to take care of us, and he'll suggest some changes to happen... weather they are bad or good - it's our choice to judge... but i want to think about it in a different way: whatever happens - happens... happens for a reason or not... but all for good...
<3 KO
I think that sometimes we look for mistakes that we made, even though we don't want to... we look for someting odd, when it gets too romantic... and most of us forget the feeling... emotion... our positive attitude about something... like she said that it was too good to believe in... i saw people being really caring about some stupid stuff... i saw their faces... they were worried, but what does their mind say? i think something like: stop thinking aout it, it doesn't matter...
i want to try something, i wrote so much today, and some poems were really good, but i want to experiment on myself, and see, if i can do better then... wish me luck...
Still, i thought about changes and hidden desires again, after i read one of the diaries... i think we have other mind that would always try to take care of us, and he'll suggest some changes to happen... weather they are bad or good - it's our choice to judge... but i want to think about it in a different way: whatever happens - happens... happens for a reason or not... but all for good...
<3 KO