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i finally got some answer from her... she likes 3 guys, and i'm one of them, what am i supposed to say... okay what are my chances... it's hard for her i understand... decided to give her more time... but i don't want her to too much of it... i know im quiet, romantic, maybe shy... but you can't just change who i am... i don't want to take on the mask... i want her to love me for who i am, but not for who she wants me to be... it's a dead end anyways
I take guitar classes every monday now, and i'm always very excited about those... cuz they are just awesome... and i think i'll get good very soon... just need some practice every day... my mom is painting now... i'm very concerned about her, and it seems sometimes she doesn't care about herself, causing pain to all of us her children...
my brother called, he smokes weed and it's not something unusual, just good health to him!
It's finals week now and i'm very stressed, or actually not, i'm not stressed... to be honest i just want to pass classes... and it's excitening... how i try to do everything all together at the same time... my english essay was about carpe diem... and i wrote about what i see around... i heard many songs: live for the moment... and those are the ones that we especially like, however we never do live for the moment, i wonder why... but it doesn't matter much...
i need someone to take care of me, i feel so innocent and insecure... this is my false bravery i show people... it's odd... it's just not to lose this thread with real world... right now i need the hand so i won't fall too deep into irathional...
<3 KO
I take guitar classes every monday now, and i'm always very excited about those... cuz they are just awesome... and i think i'll get good very soon... just need some practice every day... my mom is painting now... i'm very concerned about her, and it seems sometimes she doesn't care about herself, causing pain to all of us her children...
my brother called, he smokes weed and it's not something unusual, just good health to him!
It's finals week now and i'm very stressed, or actually not, i'm not stressed... to be honest i just want to pass classes... and it's excitening... how i try to do everything all together at the same time... my english essay was about carpe diem... and i wrote about what i see around... i heard many songs: live for the moment... and those are the ones that we especially like, however we never do live for the moment, i wonder why... but it doesn't matter much...
i need someone to take care of me, i feel so innocent and insecure... this is my false bravery i show people... it's odd... it's just not to lose this thread with real world... right now i need the hand so i won't fall too deep into irathional...
<3 KO