<3 Ko
there are so many different people, with different views and different opinions, and sometimes it seems weird how we seek to find someone special. right now i'm writing a book, and reading 2 at the same time, and i express my feelings in there... i don't know what is happening to me, but i feel that i'm losing the ability to love. "HOW?" you would ask... i don't know... i mean i love my friends, my family, but i don't feel love for the world for life, so i don't have the hate for them, probably i don't care... yes, to be honest, i'm tired of people pretending to be someone else, someone they want to be, why not to be yourself, i would like you for who you are, i don't want anyone to change for me, i don't ask for it, as i don't think i should change. sometimes i imagine it, how "good" it would be if i become some asshole jock... life would be so much easier: girls like you, colleges want you to play for heir teams and there are so many friends... but it's all an illusion. those are not friends most of the time, but people who want to get some of the attention a jerk gets, those are not loving girls, they just seek for position in the society... but does it matter, does it make people feel good to be somebody else just for reputation? i just can't understand how people can still breath and not to suffocate because they were masks to hide their real inner side... how they soon lose the ability to express themselves... how they then die, and don't feel that they have done anything for the world, or for themselves... it's hard to see when someones life gets broken, but, hey, if you look give some respect on how a person keeps on smiling, how he tries over and over again, maybe just to fall down, but he never gives up...
<3 KO
<3 KO
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26.01.2007 в 19:33Posmotri fil`m Lyubov` k sobakam obyazatelna. Fil`m - govno. No est` tam odna teoriya, kotoraya mozgi na mesto vpravlyaet, po vysheopisannoy teme poluchish rastolkovku