my new haircolor

[DarkRomance]

thought today, it's time to change a little bit, so i went to change my hair color... i dunno, i think it looks sharp, people say it's prettier, but i still look cute... i like being a cutie though... gah... what importance we give to looks, all this stores, malls, we walk around, just for the evening and we dress up... we don't have a guarantee but we want to look pretty just in face, and sometimes taking different clothers, we become different people, we lose this part of our I... our noun ending... -ness... where is our nessness? i wonder... i saw guys treating girls like a trouphy, like shit today, and girls are okay with that, do they want to be known as sluts and bitches, i don't think so, but i think that they just don't see the way, the way to exist just as a person, that is free to do whatever she wants... I've been smiling today, and it's really good...



yesterday - went out with Stanley, Lazarus and Kerry to the hookah bar, great time, until we took Kerry home, where her host parents locked the door, i don't know what's going to happen to her... but i hope nothing serious... we talked about stuff, normal stuff, about stuff we were concerned about... seemes like 4 strangers sharing hidden thoughts, oppinions and desires... blowing the white smoke from the edge of our lips.



picture: this is new look!

<3 KO

@музыка: Fellini

@настроение: nice

@темы: Воспоминания

Comments

[Sleeping sun]

А почему ты пишешь на английском?

[Seven Digits*]

so, Babe.... what is about blowing the white smoke from the edge of your lips? Interesting! LOL. We`re all strangers ... and we all share something... without it - something would have been missing...

P.S. I love your new hair colour... even if it is kinda strange to see you like this... By the way... cool make up, lol

[DarkRomance]

Sleeping sun Cuz i'm in California right now, so to be honest: i type in english because i know english keypad better than russian... =D

<3 KO

[DarkRomance]

Ne ponyatno i ne ponyato haha, hookah bar... Mango and lemon flavor... pretty nice, i got a bit dizzy, lol... strangers are pretty nice people... lol...

Thanx, but when my host parents saw me with make up and black hair they went to the other room... lol...

[I-from-within]

You speak that we lose this part of our I but why set of people try to be similar each other, to get lost in crowd easier, all of us we try to copy each other, and you too....

[DarkRomance]

i don't try to copy counciously, but i might want to belong to something, it's just how it is, inner war...

and I'm afraid of crowds...

=D

<3 Ko

[Seven Digits*]

DarkRomance If i saw u with make up, I probably would go to the other room too....But still - looks cute.

I-from-within I know him for `bout 7-6 years. I can say 4 sure, that he never wanted to copy someone. NEVER! Everybody knows that he ROCKS.... so they try to copy him.lol

[DarkRomance]

Ne ponyatno i ne ponyato awww, you would go to other room... I would then go and wash it off, so we can drink tea together... and you know you're the person who really rocks my sox off my toes... <3 KO

[Sleeping sun]

Хм, а какой цвет был раньше? Есть фотографии?

[DarkRomance]

Sleeping sun est' posmotri v galleree...

<3 KO

[Sleeping sun]

DarkRomance, nice photos. OK, I won't spoil the style of your diary. Everyone write in english so I'll write in this way as well. I think you'd be better with red haircolor )

[Seven Digits*]

DarkRomance No!!!! I love every inch of you! Even if you were red.... Other room.... Nah? Tea.... i miss those days...Got to that coffe and tea house lately.... everithing is so.... so US, ya know.... Miss you so much.