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What happened today, let me think: i woke up... and was full of energy... went to school, and suddenly realized: there isn't any one here who's real, who doesn't pretend... 625 faces, 625 lies, 625 fakes, am maybe i am the biggest of all of them... maybe... the girl screams behind my back in happiness, but she doesn't really mean it, and she smiles, but after she turns on the corner, her face becomes dark and sad... why... meaning of life, arrogant people, they wear masks with smiling faces or glasses that would make them look funny... i see how they look in the ground for a moment, trying to come up with some joke... i saw this girl, who's abused at home, she smiles at school though... i don't know why, well, i do - this is what a cheerleader is supposed to do... i saw my girl today, other guy asked her for the dance, but before that i saw her cheering for basketball: scary - she was lost and scared, like a baby dear that just went into the streets of New York city, alone... i felt for her, but was trying to push the idea away... what was i supposed to do, especially when someone else asked her... she said: I am kinda happy - lie, wrong word:
I am kinda happy - these is what you're trying to say, i know it, because you wanted me to ask you, people told me, and i can tell it... i just see it in your eyes, or maybe i just overestimate myself in lie and vain... i thought of words today - those small pieces of information, what are they, most of the time, they are just wind... just... nothing... it's a scary word... but this is what i see in people... nothing good, nothing bad... nothing at all... maybe this is what i want to see... or maybe I am lost, and i'm nothing, and they are everything... i don't know... just know that people become nothing when they stop caring, and ignore each other... and nothing becomes people, when they prefer fake smiles to real ones... they just stop to exist, it's not them, it's just a mask... 624 masks - mine is on the floor.
<3 KO
I am kinda happy - these is what you're trying to say, i know it, because you wanted me to ask you, people told me, and i can tell it... i just see it in your eyes, or maybe i just overestimate myself in lie and vain... i thought of words today - those small pieces of information, what are they, most of the time, they are just wind... just... nothing... it's a scary word... but this is what i see in people... nothing good, nothing bad... nothing at all... maybe this is what i want to see... or maybe I am lost, and i'm nothing, and they are everything... i don't know... just know that people become nothing when they stop caring, and ignore each other... and nothing becomes people, when they prefer fake smiles to real ones... they just stop to exist, it's not them, it's just a mask... 624 masks - mine is on the floor.
<3 KO