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[DarkRomance]

i don't know how

i don't know why...



I find myself feeling different today: i don't complain, i don't cry, i don't beat the walls with my fists... i just breath... amazing... i saw sad momnts today, and i accepted them: it was so easy... to live for the moment... i started to make steps to get my car, and my dad called me in the middle of the night, saying that he's gonna get me one... so it only takes a thought and everything else will come with it... I need a girlfriend still though... maybe i really want it... and i must be afraid... but... it is easier to get a car, you just need money, and the car will be yours... you don't do it to girls... i want to have feelings... and i want to feel back... it seems so easy... but people, well some of them, make it complicated... i didn't talk to my friends for a WHILE... i miss them... and i didn't smoke for a week - amazing huh, but when i smoke, i have to admit - i feel inspired, or maybe this thought just got stuck in my head? i don't know, and don't want to think of it, cuz i can think of it tomorrow...

<3 KO

@музыка: How could this happen to me?

@настроение: relaxed

@темы: Мысли вслух, Позитив

Comments

[<<Eskada>>]

не стот заморачиваться проблемали,размышления над которыми займут у тебя не час и не два...когда наступит время эта проблема сама решиться...когда наступит время...)