<3 Ko
is it all they want from me? to be cute and sweet? an extroordinary gentelmen or a kitty. it seems annoying sometimes. I understand that they think i'm a good friend, but i think it's unfair sometimes, because i want something more, every single time, but instead i get nothing. Just this names, this words: you're cute, but i don't like you like that. and it bugs me, when they say: we can be brother and sister. because i think sometimes that i deserve more, but how can I know what i deserve. Life makes me really rough lately, i'm getting mean sometimes, and sharp, I hit people around me with truth, and they get hurt, and i just can't find some truth for myself. not truth, but honesty, just a few people are honest to me...
I do not know how or why, but i really don't wanna live like that anymore. Well, if i don't then how can i live? being a jock? being a bastard? i do not know. Because it wouldn't be me then. it would be fake, i don't want it to happen, but the lack of luck pushes me in that direction... eh...
<3 Ko
Everybody's got their problems,
Everybody says the same thing to you.
It's just a matter of how you solve them,
What else are we supposed to do?
Everybody says the same thing to you.
It's just a matter of how you solve them,
What else are we supposed to do?
- sum 41
I do not know how or why, but i really don't wanna live like that anymore. Well, if i don't then how can i live? being a jock? being a bastard? i do not know. Because it wouldn't be me then. it would be fake, i don't want it to happen, but the lack of luck pushes me in that direction... eh...
<3 Ko
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