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I feel angry and eager, anxious and desperate... i feel bad and fucking sad... I can't forgive myself for the emotions i experience... when i'm with friends i forget about it, and then i'm alone, alone with my thoughts... this hatred, caused by jeleousy... I can't know why, i can't know how... i'm scared... Am i really that bad, am i really so worthless... i don't deserve anything? i'm confused... I need some fresh air.... and i can't find it, all is filled with poisnous gases left by the arrows of words... Every living picture is frozen now, there is no correct shape, there is no real smile, there is just lie... it's hanging from the top of the worlds tree, it became our new sun, we can't live without it... We want others to lie to our face and we are too weak to admit truth... it's not appreciated anymore. i just wish i wasn't alone spending all this nights... watching candles on the tips of my dreams, with truth on the tip of my tongue, the words so honest that many would be afraid to even hear them... maybe i'm different, maybe i'm not, believe me i don't ever try to complicate anything, i just can't stand it anymore. Watching other people living in lie yet getting what they want to. maybe the world is based on the lie principle: the more you lie, the more you get. eh...
I wonder, just wonder...
words: Useless, worthless, just a person, suffers, doesn't deserve anything?
I'm a wave, and i fade away when i meet the shore.
I wonder, just wonder...
words: Useless, worthless, just a person, suffers, doesn't deserve anything?