rides, swings, and height

пятница, 06 апреля 2007

09:58

DarkRomance

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Right now i'm high, high from the rides in the theme park... roller coasters and stuff... I didin't smoke for 8 days, wow, that's cool, i wouldn't think i can last this long... but going alone is boring... i think that life is kinda unfair to me, or maybe it's just me who's too stupid to lose way too many chances... maybe i still believe in love and try to look for it... which sounds pathetic, cuz i feel like love doesn't exist, and never existed... just addiction... and strong addiction... maybe i don't let this kind of addiction in my life, push it away, or exchange for other addicion types... for chemicals, but what is the difference, they say that love is equal to chemistry... I had a fight with a friend, and i'm not sure we can be friends with that girl again, too many times she said sorry for her lies, too many times i accepted it indeed... and this time i'm accepting her sorry, but i'm leaving her farther and farther away from me... i'm leaving her behind, because she's afraid to live without lies and she's afraid to exist to cherish openness... i do not know what to do, but i'm tired of making choices for people, it's time to do some choices for myself...

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