about the special one

[DarkRomance]

this is what i wrote to the girl i guess... i borrowed something from my friend Alice, i hope she does not mind, cuz there are many stars that shine for that girl, there are even more that shine for Alice though, yes, she's such a grreat person!



well, i have to confess i guess, i was in love, i am in love, but i don't know if i'll be in love much after a few years. I mean, really... what is love, i don't even know this word, no one was there to really teach me, show me what is love. I was in love, I am in love, some of my friends will define it as pathetic waste of time... I would never agree with it, it's just i might not be satisfied, not happy, even suffering from my thoughts, but i will still smile and feel better every time you fell good, safe, secure. I will remember you as a special one, beautiful, the example for all the ladies. Like perfect. Look in the sky, even stars are shining for you, just for you and they could had shine for us... but they don't need anything else, but to make you smile. to make you laugh... What is love when there really is not much of it left?



I think i can't get her out of my mind... i can't get rid of a wish to run up to her and hug and never let go, even though i understand that we are in a different position... I wish someone could help me...

<3 Ko

Comments

[Seven Digits*]

h!!!! I`m such a grrrreat person... yeah.... Plagiatom zanumaeshsya, padonak? Prekrasno, chto ty tak dumaesh o svoem addictive otnoshenii k ney... but! There is so much more, tak chto Koka - eto proidet... doljno proiti.

[DarkRomance]

slishkom mnogo u menia proishodit, a sam to padonok. eto tochno.... da i k chertu vse, na hui, kuda podal'she, hochu zabitsia... ved' ya tak bliat' ustal, ustal ot vsei etoi begotni, pogoni, ustal ot vseh etih voprosov, ustal ot vsego... mne nadoelo jit'... mne nado lechitsia, a kakaya raznica, vsem vse ravno posrat'... nadejdi, ojidaniya mechti, a kak je ya? a ya ostayus' na lesnechnoy ploshadke s cigarettoi - moei edinstvennoi lubov'u... heh... odinoko, zato teplo na gubah...

<3 KO

[Seven Digits*]

Дурень, Кока.... Никому не посрать!!! Все стабилизируется, просто нужно время. Ты ведь сильный, так вот шагай вперед!!!!

[DarkRomance]

vot i budu... =D

durachus' prosto... lol'

[Seven Digits*]

Сука! Ты почему не сказал, что тебе тачку взяли????

[DarkRomance]

hehe... sorry