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yeah, I'm back to kazakhstan, having fun, kinda, when i go out to the city, or somewhere else. Yesterday i was walking back home after we had the evening of the summer. We smoked hookah with absent, water, milk... i got so dizzy, and realized i'm pretty weak and wasted, but it's okay, alice took me outside, so i felt better, we got back and 3 "demons" came over to pick up my brother. haha. Le chat went home with them... and Alice and I were walking around the city talking about stuff that many would think is silly, many wouldn't even bother to think about however we didn't care, it was important to us, it was real, and it was honest. And i like it. Bad service at American Bar and Grill pissed me off, not really, but just a little bit, and a dude who thought that Alice and i were Americans, was funny, cuz we don't even look like americans... or do we? maybe we are just this cool and hot - at the same time... heh. So anyways I was walking down the road, It was dark... I couldn't see anything, i was getting worried, because i called alice and she didn't pick up... though we talked later. I was walking and thinking: hmmm, what's that all about? i wonder... i walk down the road - same old road of my life - i walk alone at the moment, but i know there are so many other roads around, some cross mine, some are paralel, people walk down those roads intersecting and just passing by me... but there is a road that i'm still looking for, they call it extremely consistent, the road that is so close to your own, so that it seems that it is the same. I have a lot to go, and i passed a lot, far more than an average person of my age, yet less, cuz i never had problems, and i shall avoid those. I don't think i need trouble to amaze myself, because there is so much more than that. There is always a good book to read, loving famil to spend time with, Hookah with best friends ever, and just life, that is waiting for me, for us, for all the strangers and friends walking down the roads, we just don't notice it sometimes, we just don't recognize it, and then get depressed, cuz we think we are not happy, and satisfied. I have a life to live, i have a road to go though, and i'm happy i have a chance to do so!
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