<3 Ko
well, today was a nice day, i had a haircut... It's okay, and i even like it, however for the past few days i felt extremely emo... i can't stand it anymore, sometimes i say to myself. Yes, i look strong, and wise and smart, like i know too much for my age, however, I'm just the person, the person who listens to songs by and reading poems, by . Those are awesome, beautiful and so deep. and what is deep inside of me? what can i see?
Let me tell you, there is my face, the teary roads go down slowly from the eyes, and a cig is sticking from my mouth. Smoking, so covered by walls from all the sides. Like in the box, like a sour sause inside of sweet caramel - this is my flavor. this is what i see. I see people listening to me, they say thank you for the advise, but they don't get that i don't give advices. But i want them to think again: i don't ask anything for my help, so why do they try to help me? if they don't even see me through, who are they comapring to other people, who really care. They use the words i used to them, but all people are different, and what the way i phraised it to them or someone else doesn't work the same way! it doesn't even make sense. HOW CAN YOU SEE MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS, IF YOU DON'T EVEN GET WHAT YOU FEEL YOURSELF. Or why do you pretend to know something, when actually you don't. people become cocky and ugly, repeating my words without any reason, without any sense, with one intention: to help, but who asked for your help? your help doesn't help Oat. Your help just hurts my feelings, and if you think you fucking know psychology go to someone else, and don't ask me to help you. Help yourself you know. Don't use my words against me, because i know which words to use, and you just copy. which is not right. It is not right. So my suggestion to you, or to be clear recomendation: watch your tongue!
<3 KO
next thing that bothers me: i dunno, i had a dream about two girls, and i like both of them, and i don't know what to do. i just don't. Maybe i should try to hook up with them, but i know there would be people against it. i have no idea. i have no idea....
anyways, moving on, i'm moving on.
<3 KO
Let me tell you, there is my face, the teary roads go down slowly from the eyes, and a cig is sticking from my mouth. Smoking, so covered by walls from all the sides. Like in the box, like a sour sause inside of sweet caramel - this is my flavor. this is what i see. I see people listening to me, they say thank you for the advise, but they don't get that i don't give advices. But i want them to think again: i don't ask anything for my help, so why do they try to help me? if they don't even see me through, who are they comapring to other people, who really care. They use the words i used to them, but all people are different, and what the way i phraised it to them or someone else doesn't work the same way! it doesn't even make sense. HOW CAN YOU SEE MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS, IF YOU DON'T EVEN GET WHAT YOU FEEL YOURSELF. Or why do you pretend to know something, when actually you don't. people become cocky and ugly, repeating my words without any reason, without any sense, with one intention: to help, but who asked for your help? your help doesn't help Oat. Your help just hurts my feelings, and if you think you fucking know psychology go to someone else, and don't ask me to help you. Help yourself you know. Don't use my words against me, because i know which words to use, and you just copy. which is not right. It is not right. So my suggestion to you, or to be clear recomendation: watch your tongue!
<3 KO
next thing that bothers me: i dunno, i had a dream about two girls, and i like both of them, and i don't know what to do. i just don't. Maybe i should try to hook up with them, but i know there would be people against it. i have no idea. i have no idea....
anyways, moving on, i'm moving on.
<3 KO