sorry, i'm just broken today, as usual... i need to smoke, but everyone is around and i can't do it... today i was THE LOSER OF THE DAY.
Like seriously: all my fucking plans - destroyed... Shoppping time - kids... pizza - sux... and much much more... I felt that no one fucking cares about me, though some people need me for their psychological problems. i wanted to see my teacher, but her daughter is sick, so i could do nothing... was alone... fuck I can't do this anymore... I need to talk to someone, and no one fucking cares enough... whatever... i had some hope that someone would care... instead... ciggarettes - they do care, i know they do... i have allergy and my self esteem is going down everyday... i understand what's going on... but i can do nothing with it... i asked for help... i asked for something i wanted, no one responded... just empty promises... empty dreams and desires... they cut me bad... oh yeah, btw, my hand hurts a bit... I'm hoping for tomorrow, today - there is nothing left, just ciggs... and sleep...
I want to cry...
Shit happens... but not that much usually... fuck the shit!
<3 KO
PS: FUCK...
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02.08.2007 в 19:20-
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03.08.2007 в 06:54<3 KO