indeed it is true

[DarkRomance]

I just really am confused, and i guess a little bit in love, maybe not a little bit, most likely it's just an attraction, but anyways, i need to get my visa and i'm getting my secon tattoo tomorrow - the tree of life, yes, celtic symbol - very powerful! i'm going with my friends, and i'm glad to do it this way.
Le Chat called me today, and i would say it's really different. He was all excied about the movie he wants to make, he wants my help, but, WHAT THE FUCK, why would i do something for the thing i do not consider even close to my dream, to my desire. I have my own time, and he has his own, i can't understand why would he want to waste my time, for the movie he wants to make. I do not care.
Marat is back here for maybe 2 weeks, and that's good, i'm more easy going this year so i think that he liked it to see us.
My Friend Alice is not having the best time in her life right now, but listen to this: I love her the way she is! and everything is gonna be alright, cuz we are not real losers, it's just the time of the life when we happened to take this part in the play. Hugs and support... =D
I didn't see my bro for a while and i do not really care...
and also: my friends in the US are getting mad cuz of my university shit that is going on... I'm still trying to lose some weight, they say i've lost too much already, but hey, it's kinda my life and my body so far.
To the girl, who never reads this: I think i'm fallin' for you my dear...
Mom is doing good, i wish her more time to sleep, and dad is happy with the new camera that i thought was the lightning.
Oh, btw, there is a lot of romantic shit around: like roses out of nowhere, people saying you're beautiful with or without eyebrows... and much more, like poetry that i didn't know much... and walks in the rain, or when it's evening, sunsets and stars seen from the snow, shit... i mean shit... which is not a part of romantic thing... I didn't write here for a while and hope this post gets through... and one more time just for you:
I LOVE YOU!
<3 KO

Comments

[Seven Digits*]

Baby... I love u so much. Can`t find dem wordz to show u how... Ur my best.
Just for you...I`ll try to smile.
Yes, we`re not dem losers... we`re just a bit weird-o. lol
And... why didn`t u tell me about dis girl. I`ve asked you several times.. you ignored. Is it such a huge secret?
Ko... i don`t know what would i do, if i ain`t got u here.
I love u.

[DarkRomance]

it is such a huge secret, after yesterday talk i was looking at the sky and there was nothing - all the stars went away from me, i got sad, walking down the country road in the rain... haha... i'm getting too emotonal... about this secret
<3 KO

[DarkRomance]

it is such a huge secret, after yesterday talk i was looking at the sky and there was nothing - all the stars went away from me, i got sad, walking down the country road in the rain... haha... i'm getting too emotonal... about this secret
<3 KO

[DarkRomance]

it is such a huge secret, after yesterday talk i was looking at the sky and there was nothing - all the stars went away from me, i got sad, walking down the country road in the rain... haha... i'm getting too emotonal... about this secret
<3 KO

[Seven Digits*]

Hey... stop it, it doesn`t worh that. Emotional... it is kinda good, tho... kinda real.

[DarkRomance]

yeah, i can do nothing with it
i'm really really broken right now, and i'm not sure what should i do, either to go for it, and enjoy it for a little while while it lasts or leave it and get hurt alone, not involving her...
<3 KO

[Seven Digits*]

Get hurt alone... no need in that. Go for it? It may be painful to leave, after all. U know what I mean. It is a hard situation.

[DarkRomance]

i know, but i have decided to do something, why, did you talk to her about it in any way? and hey, what do you think about going out tomorrow night? cuz me and marat and maybe daulet, are going, and i want to know if you and anna and Hrunia would like to join us.
<3 KO

[Seven Digits*]

Я пойду в субботу, так как у меня в субботу учеба. Я знаю, потому что я с ней уже почти 10 лет дружу. Я вижу, когда ей кто-то нравится.