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Well, i'm not sure what is love, i'm not sure i have experienced it, but i want to tell, that there are 2 girls that make me think that there is still love in my heart. I think you guys and gals know both of them. Cuz i wrote a fw times about it. But anyways there is so much feeling in this word, so i'm not even sure that there is a person who can define the word love.

another thing: there is OAT, and he's gay, he got online a few days ago, and started to tell me how he likes my friend whose name is Lazarus, and who's not gay. I dunno, i mean seriously why do i have to listen to this? oh well, i turned off my PC thought a bit, and then turned it ot again, and answered him, that there are so many people, and he should find a mate for himself, and forget about Lazarus. I dunno. Oat is an okay dude, and he's not obsessed with his gayness, but sometimes what he tells me, is so disguasting: thanks there are no details. haha.

other thing: one of those girls makes me wanna... i miss her, and she's far away: i had a dream tonight, and it was partly about her, she was there and she saw me and i gave her a hug, i never knew that just a hug can be so sensual, and warm. haha - i woke up and thought maybe this is love?! and then a message: COME BACK SOON..... - from her... i'm getting confused... she needs me, but why?

oh yeah, ood news: the i-20 document is coming in soon, so i'm waiting for it... =D... and i got 2 new shirts... and i miss COFFEE AND TEA GARDEN... i dunno, i just want to go there sometime soon, but we will see. And i have an online planner now: ZOHO! it's a reall fun thing to plan, i never knew it can be so much fun...

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